@Izaquilter: Been where you are at, done it also. I got my act together by joining the Red Hat Society and starting my own chapter. You can meet other ladies, go to different events and just have fun! There are also other fun friendly organizations you can join if you just look around. There are many women in your position as I was once. Just had to pull myself out of it and get out of the house. Hope you opt to do the same. You will be in my thoughts.