I wish you the very best if you decided to adopt. I have always wanted to adopt. Sadly, my husband does not share my heart for adoption. My dream was to adopt 2 daughters from China or Haiti. But I am 45 now and have 4 biological children. Short of a miracle, it will never happen. If you have love to share and resources to provide, I encourage you to pursue adoption. Pray about it and see where God leads you.