I am now eating a lot of calories for the 4th time today. tahini and raspberry jam on homemade bread. my feeling is I am 10lb below my suicide weight so i am OK.....for now!
This is 2 weeks of no exercise and being a pig. This is my thought if I can't give it up for me maybe I could give it up for God. When I make a promise I keep it. I was thinking maybe I should fast for holy week. It would be killing 2 birds with one stone. And also exercise 3 time a day for 1/2 hour each time. But what if I don't stick to it I don't want to do that and I am catholic I believe in hell, I am afraid I will go to hell...........what a delema