Thanks for your thoughts Gay. The one year mark is something I'm not looking forward to, it has been almost 5 months so far. Still little hurdles I am jumping over it seems. I am going to start a Grief Program the first of May, so maybe that will help move me forward more. I haven't been able to quilt on the quilting system much, the weather has been so beautiful, so I have been outside almost every weekend. I am going to try to make it a point to get in there today and practice some more. Thanks for the thought and prayers....talk to you soon!