You deserve it. I bought my Viking with the thought that I was retiring. As it turns out, I'm still working although my husband is retired. I just bought a new car!!! I love it and hauled my sewing machine to Florida in it 2 weeks ago. I'm enjoying my vacation, sewing machine and my new wheels. I felt guilty after each purchase, but I will pay the car off before I do retire and the sewing machine is paid off. I'm happy and you should be too. We only go around once. Might as well enjoy it after a lifetime of working. Have fun with your creativity.