I think you must be a 'contemporary' quilter - or have a look at the "Gee's Bend" quilts - not 'perfect' seams, but celebrating colour and loving the fabric.
Try some 'wonky' designs!
Is there a guild near you? You may find mentors with them - or at fellowship with quilters, and often - inspiration.
But I also find that even though I never lose the passion for quilting, there are lots of period where I just can't get myself to the machine.