Please don't give up ! You're only a message away. Don't be so critical of yourself; only we see the mistakes !
My first quilt for my first born went into the trash !! It was so fluffy that she couldn't be laid on it without it swallowing her; I was so embarrased I didn't tell anyone (no you all know!). Next I was given some fabric -- I come from a long line of sewers; so to be economical I was going to use it and make a friend a baby quilt. Well that finally turned out decent enough to give. Please take a day and watch a video or go take a class; sometimes city centers or Senior Centers have very talended ladies wanting to share their info. Looking forward to seeing what comes up next ! But definatly take a break. I am a dairymans wife and only have limited time and use this as my time.