Dear Brenda, please don't quit. IF you have always loved quilting you always will and an important part of your life will be missing. You say youare farmers - are you trying to squeeze quilting in here or there? If so, its like starting at square 1 each time. Rearragne your day so you can havae 1 solid hour, or more if possible, where you do nothing but concentrate on your quilting. This IS possible, just takes some planning on your part. Whatev er works for you to take the time to be accurate in your cutting, sewing and hand work and block all else out for that hour or whatever. You will approach it with a new attitude when it is planned not catch as catch can. I wish you well.