It's good to vent on this board - embrace all the positive suggestions you are receiving and go back to the basics until you are in a good place again with your quilting. I went to a small quilt show recently and after looking at some of the work I decided not to be so hard on myself because even though I saw many mistakes they were still beautiful quilts and I know they were made by women and men who enjoy sewing. We are not perfect and we shouldn't think our quilts will always be perfect either. Don't give up! Sending positive thoughts your way!