I know how you feel. My hubby is self employed, and I work from home ALL ALONE every day. You need to take a break, take a breath, and when you're quilting concentrate on the journey and not the destination. Don't see it as a chore, see it as just taking time for yourself, and don't put pressure on yourself for perfection. I choose very SIMPLE patterns in between the more complex ones so it is much easier to obtain a nice-looking project without much effort. It will build your confidence. Concentrate on colors if you think the pattern is 'too easy'. AND, you have many friendly people here to support you when you're feeling down and lonely. (((HUGS))) Hang in there. We all have our bad days. Mine were last week.