Oh Dear Quilter Sister....
We all have felt like this before. I have been quilting for over 45 years, and I cannot compare my quilts with anyone elses. Even if I use a pattern, which is extremely rare, I don't sew it or cut it or create it in the same way the pattern says. I DO NOT CARE if my seams are perfect, or if anything matches, or if it turns out the way I had expected in the first place. It is just a process to be creative.
Imagine a canvas with paints and brushes. Now just let the first strokes begin the picture, and see where all the strokes lead you. Sometimes you can throw in a few unexpected lines in just to get a new look to your painting. I see quilting as a life of its own. Allow yourself to let go and just slash that paint onto your 'canvas' or fabric. Hope you know what I'm trying to say here. Don't be afraid of doing anything wrong, because it is yours and it can't be wrong~~~ Being perfect is not the goal for atleast 98% of us trying to have fun~
This is my scraps I am throwing together...and I'm having fun~ :)
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