It is hard when you have no close by to share your quilting or everyday problems with. I agree with other QBers.....close the door on that room. Go outside and plant some flowers, spruce up your porch. And give your mind a rest. Frustration is part of the game. Maybe working part time is a good idea...then you would be happy to spend a few hours quilting. Good Luck, you know we are all pulling for you.