Been there done that too. So I know what you are going through. Just hang in there. It will get better. Only thing is, if the Dr. tries to tell you that you will never get full movement back in your shoulder, don't except that. I was told that & I just prayed every day & trusted my Lords promise of total healing. My shoulder is perfect now with no limitations at all. once I started the therapy, I used my sewing to help with that. So hang in there girlfriend. It will get better. You have a lot of back up here on this board