I was using natural sun light at the time, though, as I said my eyesight is poor (did I say thank you ATT for the wonderful light source at work and the splitting headaches that entails?).
Even so (sew) the 'vision' is good, meaning I know what I want. It isn't so much as I'm hard on myself, as I expect greater things from it all. Don't you try harder every time to make it better, honestly? I think somehow that's how life should be.
Expectations, yes, that is it, expectations and a striving towards them in a true accord.