Listen I know just how you feel and then some people say give it away with all the love you put in it...sometimes it stinks that our love is not appreciated. I have given them to friends I am sure are going to love them and I get the "thanks" and then I gave one to my little brother and he flipped, he won't let anyone even sit on it He loves it so much. You never know do you. I am sorry and you are not alone!