First i have to say a huge thank you from my heart for the responses i've had, you are all so kind, what with words of encouragement and offers, wow i spent most of this morning with tears that wouldn't go away, i just can't believe you all care so much about a fellow quilter, but then i suppose that's why we all love this site so much,
I have made a kingsize quilt with the 500 squares that i got from Canada but haven't actually quited it as yet, as it means sitting in one position for so long and it will have to be done by hand, so i have to do a little at a time, and that's what gave me the urge to carry on, and i was lucky enough to get them at such an inexpensive price i couldn't believe it, but was only lucky the once,i loved doing and made the days pass.
Again a huge hug to you all for being so caring,
Caz x