I have a trash mouth... I'll admit it.
But quilting is very therapeutic for me... every aspect of it gives me peace (and piece... lol). Even when I mess up, I handle the fix/solution as part of the process.
Can you trim the blocks to the same size then sew them together? It doesn't matter if they don't exactly look alike... just as long as they are the same size.
I KNOW... YOU MEANT TO DO IT THAT WAY... IT'S UNIQUE... ONE OF A KIND!!!!