Thanks everyone for the understanding shoulders! It's nice to have a place to go and know that others are totally understanding what you are going through!
My workout with Bill was a good kick in the pants this morning. I'm hoping it'll be just what I need to start dropping the weight! I'm going to talk to DH to see about signing up for mroe session over the summer to really see if I can't get something going!
I've also decided that I'm going to try, starting next week to make a meal plan for dinner for the whole week, trying to find dinners that can double for lunches on another day that week. Maybe that'll make it easier for meals in a pinch when the kids are hungry and yelling! :)