Sorry for your loss.....I too know this kind of pain....I have lost two babies...and had one that I carried 10 and 3/4 months....whooooooo.....I have never gotton over the pain but I tell myself God has a plan in mind......I was 28 when we had our son....and let me tell you I cherish eveything about him....God knows when the time is right and keep that thought in mind......we go threw things for a reason and sometimes it is hard to understand but we cope.....Bless you and your Husband....
on a lighter note be sure to enjoy your days and moments....drink in the sunshine and share your laughter....have a safe trip