Thanks everyone for your support...
Hubby and I talked tonight and it's offical and I have let my family know I wont be making it to the reunion this year...
I am broken hearted about it but between his new job, money issues, my health issues and a few other minor details We will NOT be going...
He did say that we would get away as a family (well us and the 2 boys our daughter doesn't live at home anymore) at least for a weekend...It will most likely have to be a holiday weekend and we can't go too far incase he gets called in ...He did on memorial day but we are going to go somewhere and do something...
I am not sure it will actually happen cause I have heard that since last fall but I am gonna try to make it happen...
thanks for all the thoughts and prayers...hopefully next year