I know. I had been with the x for 19 years and it didn't matter. Now I wish I had done it sooner. I love being by myself. It's been 2 years now and there is not even anyone I've seen that I would date. Especially around here. I can't believe that they finally got Whitey Bulger. And he was in Calif. all the 16 years he was on the lam. I babysit my granddaughter and she's 6. Her brother is almost 12 and he stays home in the morning and I go over at 12 but half the time he's gone with his friends. I wouldn't leave him alone but I have my mother that I have to take care of too. And their 3 dogs. I just paid for them to get the back yard fenced in because the dogs are too much for me. A doberman and 2 huskies. It's a little cooler here today and we've had 2 big thunderstorms so far. Take it easy. Pat