God Bless,yes keep yourself busy. I will pray for her family,no one knows how you feel unless you have lost a child,it takes time to live your life in a normal way,but you are never the same,time is the healer. You go from crying everyday because your in so much pain,then you cry when someone says her name,someday you'll cry because you'll think of something she said or did and you will be happy,time is funny it is the healer.