Although I am not a smoker, I understanf how hard it is to want something so badly ( for me, the addiction is for Pepsi) when you're trying to give it up.
As a nurse, I also know that it is just as hard to give up nicotine as it is to give up "hard drugs".
So, congratulations on being strong, and keep up the good work! BTW, my daughter used to be a smoker until she got pregnant, then gave it up cold turkey. After a few weeks, she started noticing that everything smelled funny. She went on a major cleaning blitz, shampooed carpet, drapes, upholstery, etc. Once she got the smell out, she never went back.