You have touched your unconscious inner mind with your analytical outer vision: you are buying the color of your name: ROSE mary. You call yourself Rosie, right?
I have an herb in my garden that is lovely dark GREEN, called Rosemary.
My intuition says it is time you made a quilt especially for you to keep. One that embodies all your inner dreams, wishes and aspirations, a work of art. And I don't consider it a problem at all; it is a spontaneous growing message just for you.