HOpe you get better soon and try to remember that all that time off is giving you time to think about the "should" stuff. Usually you are a busy full time working person who happens to fit in crafting as well which is amazing. Don't be too hard on yourself. Remember to simply start somewhere. 15 mins a day sorting out one project at a time may help you feel like you are achieving something and you may just get more done than you think. When you show someone one of your craft projects they will have no idea of what your sewing room looks like only what you produce.