Well, I think you're being too hard on yourself, especially since you just had surgery - first you need to get well. But I have to be honest here, it looks better than mine, but my room has to do many things, first it's my bedroom, then sewing room, then crafts room, then room for TJ the cat and her "box", etc., etc. I don't know who designed this apt., but my closet door swings out into the room and not against the wall, so I have difficulty getting into my closet. I wish I were better organized, but thankfully I'm a much better quilter than I am an organized person. I used to be able to just close the door, but I can't do that any more. TJ loves the fact that she can now sleep with me, as DH and I have separate bedrooms (after 41 years), but it was the only solution to being together 24/7 and having some space to ourselves. So, when life gives me scraps - I make quilts.