I know the feeling...it is new for me. I lost my husband over 3 years ago, retired a year and 1/2 later, moved across the country to be near my kids that I adore, bought and totally remodeled my home, established a garden, began doing volunteer work at the library and with the state concerning aging. Now, all of a sudden, I am not quite happy. Life seems sort of boring and I am sort of in a "funk". I get up early, take a long walk, come home, drink some coffee, shower and make myself get busy. I think of the song by Peggy Lee.."Is this all there is?" I am hoping this is just a stage and I will get past it! Meanwhile, knowing others feel the same (thanks to this board)makes it seem better. Hope it does the same for you!