The first of anything usually unnerves me a bit, but that doesn't keep me from trying. I think the second guessing and questioning is part of my nature. Knowing how to do things better keeps it interesting.
When I was first out of the military I swear I would jump at my own shadow. Time, family and friends have helped do a lot of the healing. Gosh, that seems like a life time ago (almost thirty-five years have past). Hey, but look at me now, I'm quilting! :D