I like it just the way it is! That being said...only keep it this way if in fact you are truly okay with it. Yes, it will take extra time and effort to go for another effect but do it because that's what would make you happiest with this. When you're doing something out of love and to honor someone you love, you want to make sure it's YOU that's happiest with it! My heart goes out to you, so sorry about your loss.