and if your husband says your bathroom isn't clean and you spend 2 hours crying and scrubbing and won't let anyone talk to you, maybe you should see a dr. If you are blue frequently, gain weight, are constipated, sluggish in your thinking and lose hair, see your dr. could be depressed mood, hypothyroidism, sleep apnea, or restless leg syndrome, stress or maybe all of them,
Meds, help so can a therapist, manning yourself with information might help.