You know I've been bothered by how do I give this, what do I say? Hey heres a quilt because your dying. When I started making it I thought she would pull through with the chemo and it could be something she could take with her during the procedure. You'll never really get to enjoy this but here. Theres a part of me that feels guilty and afraid to give it to her. I'm so sick of cancer, its the third one in a year in our circle.