breathe breathe breathe and dont fight with it. It's an expense, but there is no learning out there that isnt worth knowing. I just took 2 books out of the library on physics cus I wanted to understand more on how atoms are broken down and what dark matter actually is - and math was my worst ever subject and forget physics, never took that!
No matter what, just think of it was something that is in your path for a reason and do the best you can. If you fight it by just hating to deal with it, it will bite you! And, once you get it behind you, no one can ever take that accomplishment away from you. sharet