I am so sorry for you. This is exactly the reason why, when I find something I really like I copy and paste it into a Word document or save a pdf or picture to my external hard drive. Then I always have it and don't have to worry that the info is gone or the site no longer exists which happens a lot. A lot of patterns get taken off sites after awhile too. So if you want them copy them and paste into a separate document. I right click on pictures and save them. Now I don't have to worry about it. I also copy the information I have stored on my Western Digital external hard drive onto CD's just as a back up in case that thing decides to give up the ghost one day. I do all this from learning the hard way.