OOH DEAR!! I am so sorry to hear about your neighbor's son. My thoughts and prayers go out to the family during their time of grief.
Now about your quitting smoking....You CAN do it!! I quit just last Monday after smoking for 37 years. I have had ENOUGH!! That nicodemon will NOT ruin or run my life anymore. I'm on the patch and it's working great!
I started weaning myself off a bit at a time before my actual quit date.
If you go to
http://www.quitnet.com you can get alot of help and support anytime of the day or night.
My thoughts and prayers are with you but I know you CAN do it!!! :thumbup: