Suzie, we are all about life here. We collectively have been where you are. You have just discovered a big secret. Giveing of yourself is healing. Fighting cancer is devasting. For about the first 6 months of chemo I felt like I did not know how to get back. My GD was here and we always sew together. So we cut out some simple quilt blocks and I was off and running. Now I make quilts for other cncer patients and anyone in need. So Good to have you back. Helen