thank you all! and I got the job (seasonal part time) if I can find another reference and drive an hour to get to the drug screening place by tomorrow at 11. Except my dad won't let me drive that far as I've only had my license for 2 months. So fingers crossed for bottom dollar!!!
but I got there way early, my errands didn't take as long as I thought they would, but I went over to the clearence section and got a roll of fabric strips $2 off the sale price because there was no tag and they were a little beat up (so many strings to cut off!)
and after the interview to cheer myself up, I walked next door to joanns and got to be the test dummy (she needed someone to teach one other lady how to show a machine) for a Husqvarna Viking Emerald 116 and 118. Suffice to say, I'm cheered up and I want one. But they offered me a job application for the holiday season. So I do have a back up if needed!