I'm just starting the same process as you, I found a lump a few weeks ago, and I have an appointment to get it checked on Wed. I'm told it is probably going to be a big long process, and hurrying up and waiting..and of course constantly thinking the worst! Don't loose hope..and please try not to stress over it, you can't do anything about it at the moment, and you certainly can't control it...think positive, then deal with what ever it is when that time comes....:)