Try not to be too hard on yourself. All of us have quilts that we made when we first started that we now think are soooo ugly. Don't compare yourself to someone who has been quilting for centuries!! Everyone here is ready and willing to help and answer your questions. Each quilt you make will teach you something. Don't give up and all of us have ufo's that will probably never be finished. Most of all have fun, and we are here for you.
Sue