You will love retirement. You will be on permanent paid vacation and can do whatever you please. It may be weird at first, and you may go through a feeling of loss and confusion, but it will end quickly. Be sure to find some volunteer things to do, if you find yourself feeling overwhelmed with what to do. I make teddy bears for the dementia patients at the hospital, and I help out the elderly in my building. Just allow yourself to be healthy and happy. You will love it.