Some of us have been through what you are going through and as the saying goes, "Time heals all wounds." You will never forget and you shouldn't forget, but trust me you will get through this! Take all the time you need and try to ignore those who want you to 'buck up'. They just want to see you happy again, but that is something you will have to do in your own time frame! You will be able to smile again - honest.
We all love you! Call on us if you need to!