I'm so sorry...I know how you feel. I have a Wire Fox terrier that has 3-4 seizures a year. It breaks my heart every time it happens, makes me wonder how many I haven't seen. But, I just pet her and talk to her and tell her I love her and it will be ok. She is usually wiped out the rest of the day and sleeps a lot. We love our furbabies like our own kids!