I am a ditz, myself, if I'm under pressure, or feeling anxious, or overwhelmed. too much on my mind, etc. I have done similar things. :a(
Well, I do hope it shows up somehow, but I guess you've got to put it in perspective. It's a loss of time and money and heartfelt stitches, but you've still got your brother and you are able to make another one. A big hug for ya!!