Oh, I am so sorry and sad for your loss. I have lost my fur babies over the years, all of them to old age, but I take comfort in the fact that they had a good long life with me and I think of what a day of joy it will be when we meet them all at the Rainbow Bridge! I know you are hurting now, and I feel such pain for you. Tears are flowing as I write this. May God comfort you during this time.