What kind of machine did you get? I have a Gammill and have been in business for over 7 years. First of all, PRACTICE! Load a cheap piece of muslin and a contrasting thread. When you're done with that thread (like red, for example), switch to green thread (or whatever) so you can go over and over the same piece of material without spending a fortune. Then change to another color, etc. Also, doodle. Get a dry erase board and practice your meandering technique first, and other free-hand designs. Did you have pantograph patterns? Those are always good to work with, but again, you need to PRACTICE before you become proficient. New longarm quilters tend to have a death-grip on their machines, which will show up soon with sore shoulders, etc. Relax! You WILL make mistakes, just don't get frozen in fear over them. When I got my Gammill, the shop said you shouldn't quilt a real quilt for at least 6 weeks. After a while, it will get easier. Good luck!