Gosh guys, i dont know why i keep disappearing, but seems i've done it again for 2 or 3 weeks. I don't know why, cus i just love it here so much, but sometimes i just can't seem to focus on going to the forum, and i miss so much of your guys lives when that happens. So i just want you all to know, that if i didnt respond to something, i just hadnt read it, and i think i just wont be able to catch up this time, i hope i havent missed too much, but love you guys and hope i can just stick around i'll try really hard.