I was a brand new mom. My son was 9 days old, we (DH, son and I) were headed up to New Hampshire for the day. We barely got to the end of our street before I understood what they were saying on the radio. Of course we turned right around and watched the news all day.
Being scared as a mom, was totally different than being scared as a person. I wondered why God would send me this perfect beautiful baby boy, just to live in a world like that.