Carole, I know how you feel and I'm so sorry for your loss, but know he not suffering anymore and no longer in pain, I loss my sister back in March 2009 she drowned in a car accident and she was my only sibling. Sometimes I feel loss, she was younger than me not by much but still my baby sister. I pray that you and your family, can't get pass the of loosing a loved one. God Bless to you and your family and will keep you all in my prayers.