Here's what I think, take it or leave it... Put this away in a cupboard for another time and start something else. This is supposed to be fun, if you press on with something you hate you might get so depondent you just give up quilting entirely and that would be a crying shame. It's only fabric, your creative soul is more important. Perhaps one day you'll drag it out again and reuse the fabric for something else, or piece it together and practice FMQ on it or even, fall in love with it. Our tastes often change as we progress. But don't use it as a stick to beat yourself with. Move on. :-D