Heavens NO - you're not the only one. Many of us do not have one & actually for some of us it is by choice.
All I've ever done is hand quilting & even if I had room for a machine, I would still choose to hand quilt. To me it is very comforting & I REALLY enjoy it.
I respect & appreciate all the machine quilted works of art, but as the ole lady said "everyone to their own taste, as she kissed the cow" ;-)
It's just a personal choice. If that's what you'd like to do, I hope someday you are in a position to have one.
Have a blessed day & may all your quilts be filled w/love.