I am so sorry for your loss. I too lost my parents within 2 years of one another, so by the time I was 25 I had lost both my parents. I thought my heart would break in two, but slowly, one day at a time I worked out of it. You have an amazing quilt to remind you that you are strong and you will once again fly like the quilt. It is so gorgeous and you can always look at it and know that you are now stronger than ever and things will get better. My thoughts and prayers are with you. God bless you and keep you in his loving arms.